I guess I ask for too much.
Honestly, I want to be the person that you can trust, talk to, and have fun with. Not the person that you have sexual relationship with. All this time, all these lies, I feel so betrayed. I gave you all my love, everything that I can give. In the end, you care for your best friends more than me. Hey, if we both got into a car accident, who would you visit first in the hospital? LOL. Im so stupid. You’re just the same as any other guy. Even if you redeem yourself, I doubt we”ll ever be the same again. I want you to love me and only me. Care for me. I want you all to myself. Is that too much? I’m sorry for being a bad girlfriend, an inconsiderate childish kid. I just want your attention though, when I have free time , can you be with me? I understand that when I’m not there with you , you can do whatever you want. I just want you with me for those little amount of time, is that too much to ask for? I understand you guys are BFF and went through a lot but .. I’m your girlfriend here . Am I not ? Im sorry if all of this is too much to ask for and accomplish, I’ll give you space. Goodbye;